Sunshine

Hit play.


Sometimes I wish I could crawl out of the deepest holes in my mind. I get caught running in circles at the bottom of a pit. I scratch at the walls trying to find hope. Trying to find some peace. Maybe if I just see a glimmer of light I can think my way out of it.

Today, I am sad. I am sad that I almost lost a friend last night. I am sad that I always seem to make a mistake. I am sad that I am allowing myself to feel this way. Maybe it's just the sun's unrelenting ability to shine that gets me through most days. So much power and energy. So much pure light. It is so beautiful. I am not even a blip on the map of human existence yet my own fate matters so much to me. I need to know I will be okay and I will do right with the tiny moment I am blessed with to bask in the sun.

Things I want in life include:
Happiness
To love and be loved in return
The ability to make a positive difference in the lives around me
A chance

To let go...