...writer's block...

I felt like writing something today. I have many topics that I want to discuss. But for some damn reason I cannot bring any of them out to fruition. Even as I am typing now I am having a fucking writer's block. This is taking me forever to say dammit! Sure you are reading at a steady pace. But I cannot seem to put these sentences together properly with out deleting a bunch of crap. I guess Im going to try something. I am jjust going to continue to type without stopping. Let's see where this leads us shall we kids. I have no desire to impress you people. Yet I spend hours trying to impress myself. I imagine different scenarios with different people. Trying to prove that I can hang. I sometimes feel I can only hang with myself. Its too much of an effort explaining my thoughts to otehr people. I guss thats why this blog is a good outlet for me. Even though I know noone it reading it. Fuck you if you don't read my blog. See i can say that because the people who would get offended aren't even reading this. Unless I get snitched on. Then in that case fuck you too you snitch. Okay where did this random ass bullshit come from? Am I really going to post this. I guess so cause this is a bunch of effort for nothing. But I will say on thing. I have always wanted to be a mermaid. i had a dream once that I went swimming in the ocean. I felt my leg being pulled from underneath the bright waters. When I was dragged down to the bottom I was so shocked that I could still breath. This man was pulling me along the coral and the tropical fish. My toes were dragging in the sand and I could feel its softness. He told me that I was adopted and that my real family was under the sea! okay I am sorry for sharing that insensible nonsense. That was whack I know. But if only you could've been in my dream to experience it yourself. It was pretty amazing. So this is going to come to a close. I will blog like this when I have a writer's block. You dont have to read them. They are more for my personal enjoyment. Bye!