My Goals for 2010

I have compiled a list of 15 goals which I will achieve by the end of 2010.


1. Lose 50 pounds

2. Get a job in the hotel business

3. Start a successful blog

4 Reach 100 subscribers on my youtube channel

5. Learn the Guitar

6. Finish my Associates Degree

7. Take Voice lessons

8. Fill the rest of my sketch book

9. Create three different t-shirt designs

10. Read all the books on my bookshelf

11. Learn my editing software inside and out

12. Visit three different states

13. Move out on my own

14. Keep my finger nails painted every single day

15. Give up soda for the rest of the year

...writer's block...

I felt like writing something today. I have many topics that I want to discuss. But for some damn reason I cannot bring any of them out to fruition. Even as I am typing now I am having a fucking writer's block. This is taking me forever to say dammit! Sure you are reading at a steady pace. But I cannot seem to put these sentences together properly with out deleting a bunch of crap. I guess Im going to try something. I am jjust going to continue to type without stopping. Let's see where this leads us shall we kids. I have no desire to impress you people. Yet I spend hours trying to impress myself. I imagine different scenarios with different people. Trying to prove that I can hang. I sometimes feel I can only hang with myself. Its too much of an effort explaining my thoughts to otehr people. I guss thats why this blog is a good outlet for me. Even though I know noone it reading it. Fuck you if you don't read my blog. See i can say that because the people who would get offended aren't even reading this. Unless I get snitched on. Then in that case fuck you too you snitch. Okay where did this random ass bullshit come from? Am I really going to post this. I guess so cause this is a bunch of effort for nothing. But I will say on thing. I have always wanted to be a mermaid. i had a dream once that I went swimming in the ocean. I felt my leg being pulled from underneath the bright waters. When I was dragged down to the bottom I was so shocked that I could still breath. This man was pulling me along the coral and the tropical fish. My toes were dragging in the sand and I could feel its softness. He told me that I was adopted and that my real family was under the sea! okay I am sorry for sharing that insensible nonsense. That was whack I know. But if only you could've been in my dream to experience it yourself. It was pretty amazing. So this is going to come to a close. I will blog like this when I have a writer's block. You dont have to read them. They are more for my personal enjoyment. Bye!